Future Me

Day and night asking the same questions over and over.What is my purpose on this earth,what am I going to do with my life.I have plans ,but most of the time things do not work out the way you plan them.Sometimes I feel like im alone,always dreaming no matter what time of day.I have dreams of being able to support my whole family,living the life I always wanted.I know I deserve better,I know my family deserve better.The future me is going to be rich no matter what.I have the mind and a set of skills to turn everything I touch into gold.I can go to college,get a regular job,get good job and get enough money.To be honest I will only do that if im forced, a regular job? That sounds boring ,I want to travel the world and live in excitement.I dream of becoming a musician ,preforming in front of millions of people everyday.I have been told that my dreams are going to come true ,but I cant wait for it to just happen,I have to make it happen.Other times I think that I am going to end up like my dad ,I cant pretend that I havent thought about it.He never had a choice, selling drugs is what he had to do to survive,but I have a choice so I choose to break away from the temptation.The future me would like to have a family ,wife and kids.I know this is going to be difficult to come by considering the life I want.I have to be careful who I trust because of my wealth.When I do find that one girl I want she is going to be treat as if she was royalty.My kids are going to be as adventurous as I am ,pass down everything I know ,sort of like the key to success.Generations of muscians,artist,poets,and authors.Well that depends on what their goals are.I want live in paradise with no worries.I know it is not going to be easy,but I believe that I can make it happen.